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About Me Member Emotional Poet DoNtBeSoBlInD20/Female/United States

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abandoni keep coming back to this place expecting to see your face but all i find are misery and heartache that i just can't erase i close my eyes tight and sleep every night
hoping that you will come rescue me from this lonesome plight i curse you for abandoning me in my darkest time of need but then realize it was i
that abandoned what was truly meant to be abandon
by ~DoNtBeSoBlInD

Momentary BlissNow I find that you are my only escape My only way to deal with the pain The coolness of your touch brings me instant relief Helping me with this struggle You guide me down a path Leading away from the pain of reality Now I find my temporary relief A momentary salvation THe coolness of your touch against my wrist Bringing me instant relief Momentary Bliss
by ~DoNtBeSoBlInD

Let Me BeDaddy let me be One day you'll realize I'm not the little girl you see
Let me do this on my own I'll learn from my mistakes
And show you just how much I've grown
I know that I can't do it all But if you just let me go you'll see I will get back up when I fall
I'll tear down the walls around
And find, deep within, The courage to stand my ground
You don't have to hold my hand To guide me through All I ask is that you understand
One day you will finally see How grown up I have come to be Let Me Be
by ~DoNtBeSoBlInD

Green EyesHe always loved the rain He never told me why He never said much at all But even in silence he still talked By the light of the fire While the soothing sound of nature Danced across the window pane
He looked up at me With those saddened green eyes And a tear streamed down his perfect face And landed on my hand His mouth opened but no sound came out I asked what he wanted to say
But he retreated into the dark Places of his mind I sat staring at his beautiful face And as I sat, I wondered What he was thinking about He lay his head on my Green Eyes
by ~DoNtBeSoBlInD

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i wish that you could see this

Wed May 21, 2008, 7:11 PM

i'm so angry at myself. i've been thinking a lot about you lately, but not because i miss you. i've been thinking about you because i want to kick your ass. i want you to be in as much pain as i was in. i want you to feel everything that you made me feel; loneliness, abandonment, second place, etc.

remember when i told you i loved you? i shouldn't have said it. i should never have even told you i would be with you. if i had know what it was going to be like i would never have said yes to you. i would have told you to go to hell. that's exactly where i hope you end up.

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Current Residence: North Carolina
Interests: Reading, writing, watching T.V.,
Favourite movie: The Phantom of the Opera, Rent
Favourite band or musician: If I like it I will listen to it.
Favourite genre of music: Mostly classic rock/new rock/whatever else is interesting. Mostly just depends on my mood.
Favourite artist: Don't have a favorite.
Favourite poet or writer: Edgar Allan Poe, Robert Frost and Emily Dickinson,E.E. Cummings
Favourite photographer: No favorites
Operating System: Windows I guess. At school we use Mac's
MP3 player of choice: Don't have one
Shell of choice: Don't really know how this is relevant to anything
Wallpaper of choice: Usually I change it. It mostly depends on my mood.
Skin of choice: Huh?
Favourite game: Final Fantasy 7 and 8
Favourite gaming platform: Playstation 2
Favourite cartoon character: Spiderman
Personal Quote: If time can heal all things, why am I left with so many open wounds?
Tools of the Trade: pencil and paper...sometimes pen if I can't find a pencil. New favorite program=Illustrator